I promised that I would write more and, although I already wrote a post today, I felt as though I needed to write another one. A venting one.
I don't think I've ever really explained who Aiden is. He's my best friend. He got back from his mission in 2010 and, conveniently, lives just a couple blocks from my parents house. I don't remember becoming good friends with him before his mission, but we did hang out a bit. Aiden is older than me by several years, but he's cursed, so he says, with a look of youth and handsome features. I was teenager when I first met him and consequently I was dazzled, like most girls are, when they meet him. The crush died pretty quickly and has never threatened to return.
Since Aiden got back from his mish, we've become really close. I spent a lot of my time back at home over at his house watching movies and tv shows in his room. I'd often fall asleep on his bed (it was like sleeping in my brother's bed, don't freak out), wake up at 5am, then drive home in a daze to sleep a couple hours in my bed. He vented to me about his frustrations with the girl he was pursuing and I'd tell him what guy I was into. I once told him about my escapades with Daniel, but he doesn't like Daniel much, so I quickly learned to not mention it at all.
This semester he's out here in Idaho and it's been such a joy having him around. I was a little nervous to have him out here, since last Fall I think he went a little crazy without me at home and bugged the crap out of me. I told him I liked Isaac and he flew off the handle, telling me that I don't know what kind of guy I need, that I don't need to go for quirky guys because I'm quirky enough. It pissed me off, especially because he doesn't know the guy at all. I still really like Isaac as a friend, so I'm still offended that he would act that way about someone I felt a lot about. But whatevs, I know that Aiden likes to talk about himself, he's not big on other people's issues. Point is, I was nervous to be around him all the time, but it turns out that it's not so bad. He's actually a lot of fun up here. And he has a couple really cute roommates...and, just a side note, but relevant to the blog, I kissed him just about a week ago. We went out to dinner with friends and I ended up giving him a peck on a dare. For the rest of the night I felt a little confused about it, but then I got over it. I won't be kissing Aiden again. Now to get him to quit bringing up the kiss...
Unfortunately, the shiz hit the fan and we haven't spoken since Thursday. Why? Because, out of all the girls at BYU-Idaho Aiden decided that he wanted to pursue my roommate, Bianca. Why should that be such a tragic thing, you ask? Because I don't really like her. I've posted about the roommates that I have who go on dates every day and the post about THAT girl was about Bianca. That doesn't even begin to cover the personal issues I have with her, though. When I liked Isaac, she would make sure she'd sit on the couch next to him, sharing a blanket even though she knew I really liked him. She'd makeout with a different guy every night. She'd dress like a skank with her boobs hanging out but wonder why she never had a steady boyfriend. It was frustrating seeing someone like her getting dates with really nice guys, only for her to use them and trash them. Outside the relm of boys and dating, I rather like Bianca. She's nice and funny. But those personal issues I expressed to Aiden before he ever met her. First thing he said to me after he met her was, "She's not even that cute, I don't get what boys see in her."
Aiden is a man and thus is subject to the allure of Bianca, which no man who's stepped foot into our apartment can resist. He fell for her tricks and took her on several dates last week, despite knowing that I don't approve. When he finally stopped ditching me and we hung out, I was fuming mad. In my opinion, I'm not in the wrong for feeling this way, but I feel betrayed. I feel as though it was completely disrespectful to me, his best friend, and my feelings that I confided in him for him to run off and decide to date my whorish roommate. I told him what I had to say, how I felt about what he was doing, and he didn't have much of a response (although he did try to compare it to how he felt about Isaac, but that was different; I have a relationship with this girl. I have to live with her) and we haven't spoken since.
It's so frustrating. I hate drama. My mom says that my relationship with Aiden is unhealthy, so this is a good opportunity to distance myself from him. I kind of agree, but all the same, I'm losing a dear friend and it sucks.
Bianca is a whore.
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