Looks like a solo tonight

Do you ever go through phases where you listen to one specific artist nonstop?  I'm going through a Hey Monday phase.  I adore them.  Song of the day, putting my feelings somewhat into words, Candles.

The power lines went out 
And I am all alone 
But I don't really care at all 
Not answering my phone 
All the games you played 
The promises you made 
Couldn't finish what you started 
Only darkness still remains 

Lost sight 
Couldn't see 
When it was you and me 

Blow the candles out 
Looks like a solo tonight 
I'm beginning to see the light
Blow the candles out 
Looks like a solo tonight 
But I think I'll be alright

Been black and blue before 
There's no need to explain 
I am not the jaded kind 
Playback's such a waste 
You're invisible 
Invisible to me 
My wish is coming true 
Erase the memory of your face 

Lost sight 
Couldn't see 
When it was you and me 

Blow the candles out 
Looks like a solo tonight 
I'm beginning to see the light
Blow the candles out 
Looks like a solo tonight 
But I think I'll be alright

One day 
You will wake up
With nothing but "you're sorrys"
And someday
You will get back 
Everything you gave me 

Blow the candles out 
Looks like a solo tonight 
I'm beginning to see the light
Blow the candles out 
Looks like a solo tonight 
But I think I'll be alright

I still don't know what to do about Wade.  Nothing has improved since we talked last week.  Trying to have a conversation is still like pulling teeth.  I want so badly to believe what he said last week, I just can't help but anticipate the inevitable day when he decides he doesn't want me.