I'm not really sure how I thought I would feel when he got a girlfriend, but it certainly wasn't this. When I first found out, it was like a punch in the gut. Now I can't do anything by lay in my bed and think about whether or not I made the right decision in not telling him how I feel.
But really, when it comes down to it, I made the right decision. Not only did he not see anything there on his own, but over the past week or so I've come to see my own value and appreciate what it is that I have to offer. I've accepted that Isaac just isn't the guy for me and that I don't need to be upset about him liking some other girl. Big deal. It happens all the time here at BYU-Idaho. Everyone is dating everyone and, often the person you want to date is dating someone else. Get over it, move on.
I need someone to distract me.
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